Tuesday, 31 March 2009

• Currently A Lesson in Romantics By Mayday Parade see related

  Is what I'm doing right?

  About 2 years ago, me and my dad moved away, and I had to leave the girl I loved, but we stayed in contact, at the time I moved we we're just friends but it grew every time I visited her and what not, then I told her I liked her and it was pretty mutual between us, we would be all lovey lovey with each other on the phone, when I visited and what not, then she, out of the blue, started dating another guy, it only lasted a month, but I was pretty devastated. I still liked her but whatever.
      The issue is, it's been a couple months on and, I heard a rumor that she kissed him about 2 weeks ago, I didn't let it get to me because I trusted her enough, but then about 2 days ago I visited her again just before I went to the recording studio (I'm a rapper, I was planning on recording a song for her) and she promised she would try meet me later, but didn't. She went to her friends house. Her cousin though, who is my  best friend, came to the studio though and when I asked him about the rumor, he called her and found out it was true and she did kiss her ex, so I had to find out like that, during my recording session. I was so upset and decided not to record the song, thank God I had 2 other songs to record.
       Later that day on the train home I messaged her saying thank you, your cousin told me what happened and that she threw it all away, she replied saying she wasn't throwing anythign away because she is confused. That is what cut me the deepest, so I've deleted her off my facebook, myspace and MSN list. I can't stand to talk to her. Do you think I'm doing the right thing or should I try talk it out with her? :(
  
  The day had it's ups though, I met a really nice girl on the train back and she cheered me up heaps that day, but all-in-all I had a lousy day which caused me to get up on this ha! please help :((:(
  
  

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• Hey guys, I just started on this, and I only started xanga like, 2 days ago, although I've been reading blogs for a while now, I figured it seems like a good way to vent out my emotions and what not, so erhm, yea lol.

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